My life

PLUS SIZE WOMAN

2012-01-19T23:45:00.004+08:00

I was so random 15 minutes ago. I went to try the tops/bottoms( From Simei) and two dresses from H&M for Chinese New Year.

I tried and took a snapshot of each clothings I wore. I looked , so f-a-t. Which I simply hate to describe myself with that word.

My hips/buttock , whatever you called it are so big that it doesn't look great on dresses.

As you guys know , this Sunday will be cny eve and then monday will be cny day 1 which most of us will go visiting.

RELATIVES OF MINE WILL START SAYING STUFF LIKE : "

WHY ARE YOU SO FAT?

WHY YOU DIDN'T GO JIAN FEI?

GO JIAN FEI AND IT'S GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH

DON'T EAT TOO MUCH RICE.

DON'T EAT TOO MUCH MEAT

EAT MORE VEGGIE , KNOW ANOT?

YOU SEE , YOUR ARM IS BIGGER THAN MINE.

YOUR HIPS ARE SO BIG LAH !

DON'T EAT TOO MUCH TIDBITS.

DON'T DRINK TOO MUCH COKE.

DON'T BLAH BLAH BLAH

THE LISTS GOES ON AND ON.

Every year I heard this type of stuff , and I feel like telling them this : "

I AM FAT BECAUSE I LOVE TO EAT.

I TRIED TO JIAN FEI BUT FOOD IS SIMPLY DELICIOUS NOT TO RESIST.

I KNOW JIAN FEI IS GOOD FOR MY HEALTH, THANKS I KNOW THAT.

I EAT RICE MORE FOR LUNCH , DINNER I EAT HALF OF THE BOWL NOW OKAY.

( I CAN EAT TWO BOWLS OF RICE DURING PRI SCHOOL @ AHMA HOUSE, SO?!)

SOME MEAT HAVE ESSENTIAL VITAMINS IN IT , I'VE TO EAT MORE WHAT!

I LOVE TO EAT CAULIFLOWER , BROCCOLI , SPINACH AND ETC OKAY!

MY ARM IS BIGGER THAN YOURS , BECAUSE I'M EATING A LOT WHAT.

MY HIPS ARE BIG. MAYBE I'LL GIVE BIRTH TO A LOT OF CHILDREN ?

TIDBITS } I ONLY EAT THAT WHEN I'VE NO MEALS TO EAT.

I DON'T DRINK COKE NOW , BOYF WILL ALWAYS ORDER POKKA GREEN TEA FOR ME.

U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D ?

Those relatives won't know how much they will hurt me or rather the plus size woman by saying those words.

THEIR WORDS ARE SO MEAN , SO MEAN TILL I AM SO AFRAID TO GO PAI NIAN.

They don't think before they shoot , they don't think thrice before they start saying mean words. They did not put themself in plus size people's shoes.

I apologise if any one related to me would see this blog post , because I am stating the god-damn- facts. I am not being rude , I just wanna say out what I gotta say. It's not easy to bottle it up.

What if one day , you yourself are so obese and people started to saying stuff like that ?

TELL ME YOUR FEELING BY THEN !

PLUS SIZE WOMAN HAVE THEIR RIGHTS TO WEAR WHAT THEY WANT , WHAT THEY WANNA EAT , HOW THEY WANT THEIR LIFE TO BE. THEY CAN BE BEAUTIFUL AS WELL !

A goodnight post.

2012-01-06T00:38:00.001+08:00

It's 06012012 , I'm typing this post before I hit the sack.

I should keep my blog alive like last time..

I need to sleep soon, not gonna stone while lying on bed -___-

&
Follow me on twitter lahhhhhhhhhh because I update everything there. :P

I tweet, I rant, I complain and I follow Awesome humans!
:D

www.twitter.com/Xiaosotong

A few pic to end this post! <3

HELLO 2012

2012-01-01T12:41:00.005+08:00

HELLO HUMANS. It's 01012012 today !

Hehe. How was your all last day of 2011 spent?

Btw ,

Help me to make my festive wish come true by voting for me here ! : GO TO

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Like the page ,

Click "Festive Wish List - Vote Here ! "

Then Click : Vote now >

There's a search bar , simply type : " Liaw Chun Yu

& VOTE FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!

Please make my festive wish come true ♥

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THANK YOU :D

MY 2011 YEAR END POST :D

2011-12-31T13:39:00.002+08:00

Hello Humans. Pardon for not blogging much.

So today is 31st Dec 2011 , less than 12 hours before we welcome the year of 2012.

This year was not really a good year for me. Okay , how do I say about it.

I entered the course I barely knew about but I still managed to survived till now. I love this course but anyway , one more year to end this course. Shan't brood about it anymore.

I went to ShangHai with my classmates this year September , it was a fun trip overall and of course class bonding with them. :P

I guess my 2011 end year post will be this short?

Let's talk about Boyf and I then.

Been together for 15 months , this is my longest relationship which I really cherished the most and love him the most. I am always the one picking argument with him and he'll always just let me argue and wait for me to calm down. However, he can just walks off and calm himself down without arguing with me much. He always give in to me , he pampered me a lot. Feeding me with food and I gained like 5kg - 10kg already? I got to blame on my greedy mouth as well :P

I hope that in the coming year , family members will be in good health and everything go smoothly as well. Boyf will have a lot of jobs to take on & be healthy always. & ME , to be a really good student/gf/daughter/friends to whoever related to ME! :D

& OF COURSE , TO ALL HUMANS , HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D I think I did mentioned before in my other year end post as well. Cherish the one you love , always be happy and goodluck for everything you do :D

I'm typing this post in my new-paint room , new sofa bed and just helped my brother cleaning his stuff.
So how are you guys gonna celebrate your new year?
I tweeted yesterday "#lastdayof2011 , people at other country might not have food to eat so we should just keep it a simple celebration. #food #justsaying "

Boyf and I decided to have a simple celebration , watching movie later and have zi char at Kembangan there. Last year Boyf booked a restaurant near Esplanade or something ( I can't remember now) and we did not managed to go there because the roads were closed and etc. Road block and full of humans-beinggggggggggggggggggggg. I'm not a person who like crowds =X

OKAY , ENJOY HUMANS.
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Fruit tart but doesn't look like fruit tart.

2011-12-04T00:44:00.001+08:00

Hello. Told Boyf that I wanna eat tart from Delifrance.

Boyf : " which one?"
Me:" It's a fruit tart but it does not look like a fruit tart. For once, I felt so retarded and Boyf laughed at me. My retardness.. 😖😣"

So, Boyf went to bought it yesterday (3rd Dec) and I was so happy! Hehe !
So, it's a fruits tart /:
Haha, he actually bought two of it.
There's still one more in the fridge now :D

Boyf bought a stitch for me as well!

Follow me @ www.twitter.com/xiaosotong for more updates!!!!

♥ You!

It have been a month since I blogged!

2011-12-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

Hello humans from the world.

I'm having holidays now. Trying to search for a job now , can't possibly stay at home watching tv and eat and oink right?
Though I've been doing that for 17 years, I think I should stop being a lazy girl!
Know what, I only had one job before , which was doing price tag thingy job for Watsons. And it was like , around this year June or March?!

Envy me? Lol, I should envy those who r working their ass off and earning big bucks!! Me wants too!!

Okay. I'm going to sleep after I talk to Boyf on the phone!

Follow me on twitter : www.twitter.com/xiaosotong !! - Updates the most!

A short updates?

2011-11-01T00:07:00.001+08:00

Skipped school today and I thought that Wednesday have no sch too! Intended to skip Monday and Tuesday!
But then.. I don't think I can anymore since Wednesday still have to go!
Tsk!

Btw, I think a lot after I dreamt about some stuff/someone..

Btw was having a convo w Boyf on Sunday.
Me: I think I gt mild depression leh.
Boyf: You don't have depression lah, you have spilt personality!
Me: yeah lor!:(

Crazy me and been tweeting weird stuff!

Okay! Gonna sleep and am using mobile blogging! :D

Destiny

2011-10-30T11:23:00.001+08:00

Hello !!! Had a cut on my thumb one week back. I was chopping snow fungus in the school kitchen and I accidentally cut my thumb. Okay , not really thumb. Its the skin of the thumb..

My lecturers were so concern about me and Sir even helped me to sterlise and wrap my thumb. Touched.
I went to see the doctor on that night and it did not stop bleeding at all. It only stop bleeding the next day.

Horrible yeah?
& of course , Boyf was so worried about me and he can't sleep at night. (:

Many words had left unsaid for us if you realised , we don't know what each other wants in the past , thus leading to a break up. I don't know why am I still keeping the papers you tore a year plus ago. It's our fault for not being able to keep this relationship. No point telling/saying , I dreamt about you today.
I still wish you all the best , like you said. Let us let Destiny decide.

A short updates ! :D

2011-10-17T22:35:00.001+08:00

A photo which we took tgt when we were in ShangHai (:

WILL BLOG MORE ! :D

Desperate or in need for money?

2011-10-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Remember my post regarding the NE mation tagline? The results was out and I won. Shan't go through so much since my objective for blogging are not about this.

Enlarge the print screen and take a closer look. Yes there are others who won too but must they be too desperate to keep on pestering NE Mation "page" for their prize? They did said in their website that they will contact the winners shortly , can't they just wait and not posting on their page and ask for their prize?

If NE Mation did not have this tagline competition , will they even have enough money to spend ?

Call me a rude , cruel girl or whatsoever. THEY NEED TIME TO CONSOLIDATE ALL THE PRIZES AND (THEY NEED TO HAVE THE PRIZE ON HANDS THEN CAN MAIL OUT EFFICIENTLY - quoted by Ne Mation Fb's page)

Just think , will you like it when people kept on pestering you for prize when you have other partners working tgt w you as well? Be patient and just wait.

Tsktsktsk... I'm waiting as well but not pestering :D

I am back from Shanghai ! :D

2011-09-29T23:13:00.001+08:00

I am back from ShangHai !

Shanghai was a fun and enjoyable trip for me but the people there were so rude and impatient towards us.
& their traffic was horrified. People there just cross the street as if their life are worthless -.-

DANGEROUS !

20 of my classmates including me were there and we actually bond together as a class. We took food/drinks for each other , take care of each other , teasing each other as well, shop together at night , playing cards , eating bbq food tgt ! :D

We went to a lot of places but I have to admit that sometimes I got bored of it.. Especially the visit to the museum....

I bought quite a number of stuff back but most of it was snacks. I even bought turtle item for Boyf too ! :D

I posted this on fb : "I am hungry despite having dinner around 6+pm just now. When I was in Shanghai , our dinner was around 6pm and we got back to the hotel & I went to buy BBQ food to eat every night around 8pm or 9pm with Sandy Chia. My appetite are still the same right now.."

AM HUNGRY !!! & WHEN I WAS IN SHANGHAI , I SLEPT BEFORE 2 AM AND WOKE UP AT 7AM !

Going overseas w school !

2011-09-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Flying off on Saturday , 1010am flight. Economy class , requested by lecturer! :D

Almost finish packing my stuff, I think I am bringing lot of stuff there! D:

This is my second time going overseas with school, the last time I went was 5 years back? Went to Malacca only.
I am sad that Joanna ain't able to go btw :(

Somehow I am afraid to go Shanghai , afraid that I will get lost , afraid my stuff will get stolen, afraid I can't come back to singapore , I am just so afraid of everything and hope everything will just be fine and go smoothly. (:

Celebrating Boyf's advance birthday for him tomorrow since I'm flying off on 24th Sept and his birthday will be on 26th!

P/S: GO OVER TO MY SHORT UPDATES FOR MORE ! (:

Blogshop !

2011-09-12T23:00:00.001+08:00

Hello people , I have updated my blogshop items. Basically , I have arranged it according it to the price of $5 , $10 and $15 ! Giving the lowest price ! <3

So , visit my blogshop now ! <33

Joanna might not be going to Shanghai trip anymore , I don't know the reason at all. One of my close friend , Zejiang quited school a month ago hence not going anymore. Another close friend , Joanna might not be going as well. So I am well , being with the people I am not close to.
Oh wells..
Posted this on my fb's page sometime back :
"Sometimes it's good to be independent and there's no wrong of being alone. Being alone doesn't mean you have no friends , it means you prefer a quiet environment without any disturbs (:"

Agree or nay?

I don't like it when people threw temper at me for no f. reason. I did told you where I am going and you knew it but you called and yelled at me and ask me to come back. Then you called again , asked me not to come back.
It is so f.up that I don't even feel like talking to you, seriously.

Sometimes , I don't know how much must I do to make you all satisfied. I am not born to be bullied at , fyi.

我的忍耐是有限度的 !

What is today's date?

2011-09-08T22:23:00.006+08:00

Had test today and I can say that I was able to answer most of it and get a pass or above.

The date to go Shanghai are still unknown yet because lecturer told us that the date might change to an earlier date.

Will it be cold at Shanghai? What do I have to bring? How much should I bring? Questions popping out of my brains and I don't like to pack my luggage last minute!

& I was tweeting pretty lot yesterday, hahahah! Follow me people, @xiaosotong , www.twitter.com/xiaosotong ! (:

I am taking less photos of myself recently though am using an iphone 4 now ! =X That's explain the lack of photos upload in my blog!

By the way , I wrote 9/9/2011 on my test paper. I thought today was 9/9/2011! Careless or blur?

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Get your friends to vote as well, greatly appreciated for your help!!!!!!!

A little less sensitive.

2011-09-07T22:59:00.005+08:00

Am having test tomorrow but I have yet to study it. Maybe or not , studying for it.

I realised that I am very sensitive towards people's action , reactions to me.

A little less sensitive , will I?

Changing

2011-08-29T20:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know what is happening to me recently.

I'm changing my attitude towards my course.

I don't like the new me but I am not changing back to my old me at all ,

I know.

How I wish the Joey who filled with enthusiastic towards her course will be back soon.

I'm indeed lazy right now but am reading books which I borrowed from library! (:

I. M.I.S.S.M.Y.L.O.N.G.H.A.I.R !

Even a big size person will afraid of tiny little insect

2011-08-02T22:59:00.004+08:00

When I was about to bath , I saw a pinkish white lizard beside the toilet's mirror.

I was T-E-R-R-I-F-I-E-D!

that I shout out loud and ran out to parent's room to bath!

I may be a big size girl but I am afraid of these tiny little insect.

You won't know what they're capable of.

T.T

I do miss the times , bestfriend.

2011-07-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

Let out my feeling on twitter and I feel that its better to blog it out!

I was reading my past posts and I saw a few posts was regarding my bestfriend.

I am not sure whether you still treat me as your bestfriend because we did not meet for 10 months already.

I have a few sentence of words to tell you.

Do you still remember when I got my N level results last year? You called me immediately after I texted you and asked me to cheer up and asked whether I'm alrights.

Do you still remember we msn-ed together and drew pictures?

Do you still remember we kept on calling each other pigs , piggy?

Do you still remember we would watch movies together almost every week?

Do you still remember we argued before?

Do you still remember you was there for me whenever I m feeling down?

I still remember you once smuggled two medium fries to the cinema and you was laughing away when I told you the smell was too strong?

I remember all the outing we went together , how about you?

Things happened 10 months back and it make our friendship drift and I am real sorry about it.

We started school and you found new friends and I found mine too. But never did I , forget about you.

I hope you're coping well with studies and hope that one day , we'll be able to meet up with each other again.

Deep in my heart , I know that you're still my bestfriend no matter what happened in the past.

I hope you won't forget about me..

Hope we'll stay in contact and meet up soon if possible.

Hope you'll read my post , really and seriously !

My dear bestfriend , Izwan <3

Nasi Lemak!

2011-07-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

Cooked nasi lemak on Wednesday , my peanut was too black and lecturer don't accept it at all.

I agreed with him , the food we cooked got to serve to the customers who are coming to the restaurant to eat.

Sir also told me to speed up during cooking and I admit I am slow but I am trying to be fast as well!

I WANT TO BE FAST AND STEADY !

I'm watching Twisted tomorrow night with Boyf and on Sunday we're gonna watch

Captain America! Boyf went to booked the ticket early! ~

Won the first prize!

2011-07-23T23:48:00.001+08:00

Around two weeks ago , I sent an email to 1clicktag.com ; why I love 1clicktag!

1clicktag is an advertising shop/help blogshops to advertise and I have been using them since months ago.

& guess what?!

Yes I won the first prize! Its two months subscription which means I saved $36 of the sub feeeeeeee! HEHEH ^^ I know I sound like typical singaporean but who doesn't like to win such a good prize?! I also know its just $36 but its better than nothing! Hohohoho! ~

I'm gonna bath now because my hair feels so itchy!

Yums! (:

2011-07-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

I am selected to go Shanghai/China for school trip this 26th Sept ! I was so happy when lecturer said it. On the other hand , my boyf 's birthday is on 26th Sept ! How sad can that be? Nonetheless , I will celebrate his birthday in advance ! :D

Cooked chicken rice on Monday and I love the archar and the chicken I cooked ! The rice was a lil mushy! HEHE ! :D

On Wednesday , I cooked mee goreng and tahu goreng ! Yummy as well!

Boyf just finished his work and coming down to find me now !

I miss him so much! T.T

I guess I typed too much.

2011-07-14T21:50:00.001+08:00

School was not awesome today. I woke up at 6am and reach school at 8.15am and I have changed to my chef uniform and then I received a message from classmate that lesson delayed. I was like okay.. Was sitting at the locker area with Joanna , then received a message again. We were asked to go to the school matrix cafe and gathered. Waited till 10.20 am , LESSONS CANCEL -.-

YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME , ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?

Yes that was my reaction. 16 of my classmates decided to go to Lot 1 and watch Harry Potter movie. It was fun watching w them (:

Back to school at 1.30 pm , lecturer was not in class yet. We waited , we make noise , we slept , we talked and we were pissed. Lecturer came in around 3+pm and just speak to us and blah!

Around 4 pm , we went in to the kitchen to make Achar and end at 6pm+.

LET ME CUT MY STORY SHORT OKAY!

Joanna and I went to eat chicken rice then we go home ! I AM SO FULL RIGHT NOW.

I'M GONNA GET BUSY STARTING FROM MONDAY ONWARDS.

OH YEAH , TOMORROW 10AM TO 7PM.

ONLY HALF AN HOUR BREAK BETWEEN THIS TIME.

TELL ME TO SLEEP OR BE AWAKE TOMORROW?

Lecturer going to tell us tomorrow who will be selected to go overseas during Sept.

Hell, only 20 of us. T.T

Hope I am the selected one , please.

Boyf - Work. Girlf - Study.

OOPS?!

2011-07-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

I love school because the timetable makes me so mad.

Friday ends at 7pm. I hate squeezing into the train with humans at that time okay!

ChaoooooooosCheeeeeeseByeeeeeeees.

Disappointment.

2011-06-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

I know my result and my heart sank. I was totally disappointed , my GPA is only 2.3 and I always wanted a 3 and above. I know that by saying how much GPA I want won't help me to achieve that but I'm gonna work hard , seriously.

WORK HARD JOEY LIAW !

Confidence and changes.

2011-06-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

I was reading blog and I noticed a female who looked so pretty and slim. I feel inferior and was thinking , how come she can be so beautiful? & then the other side of my brain was like : " Wake up wake up ! Everyone have their own individual's beauty and you got yours too!" Phew , I woke up and just tell myself that I should have confident in myself and don't be low self-esteem.

No matter what sizes are you , I believe you can show your beauty in your own way.

Joey , you're pretty! WOOHOOOOOOOOS ! ~

Pictures time and I noticed I changed a lot for my hairstyle.. (:

- First picture was taken on 6/3/2010 and this is the type of hair I will have at home. Simply just hair-band it & look like a "Mom"

-Second picture was taken this year when my hair was long and prettyyyyyy and I love to have my fringe being BANGS! Though a lot of people said that Fat people ain't suit to cut bangs but nay! :)

-Third picture was taken a few days back and I was with my short hair ! I looked a lil mature I guess? (:

I actually do miss my long hair. I swear I am not gonna cut my hair again when it grows long. I will cut if my school requires me to and cut my fringe to bangs of course !

Alrights , will blog my birthday w Boyf and Sister soon! <3

A simple birthday but I love it (:

Feel yourself from the inner side of you and not the outside - Joey L.

16th Birthday Pictures !

2011-06-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

One more day to my 17th Birthday ! I am not expecting any big luxury celebration this year but a simple one. I turned down my secondary school friends invitation to celebrate my advance birthday because it was not plan. In short form , I do not like no-plan outing or whatsoever ~

I have uploaded my 16th birthday pictures , yes I took one year to actually upload this to my blog..

Hope I will stay happy and pretty always! Yes , I said P.R.E.T.T.Y ! :D

P/s: Will post pictures soon ! (:

Exams over ! :D

2011-06-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

So here am I blogging again ! Hehe , exams are over and I guess I do put effort while doing the papers. Okay, kinda bhb. Whatever ~

Went down to Bishan and have lunch w Boyf and Cousins today and went to buy groceries for Ah ma. Head to ahma's house after that and I helped Ahma to cook dinner as well. Hehe. It was a fun process and ah ma taught me how to cook as well! :)

Boyf and I had our dinner and went back home ! ^^

Boyf is starting to work when my holidays are here.. When I'm studying , there's no proj for him to do but when I'm holiday-ings , there's work/proj for him to do. How unfair can it be..

T.T

This picture was taken a couple of month ago and I guess I was having Yam Bun.

I'm having sore throat right now and I feel so tired.

Please do not let your blog be dead , at least update and let me know how are you , though we're no longer important to each other.

One more paper to go! (:

2011-06-06T23:35:00.000+08:00

IKAP exam is over and there's still one more paper to go on Thursday and then termbreak I guess? ^^Shan't say so much on exam because its over and done with , woooohoooos!

Recently , I got gastric pain and went to visit the doctor. I have no idea why I will get gastric and I am pretty fine now. Just that I don't shit as often as before , I don't like it..

Pictures taken when I was with proj members at Starbuck. (:

Will be back to blog more soon! :D

P/S: I do miss my long hair but I still love my short hair! HAHA!

I grew fat ! (:

2011-05-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I grew 5 kgs within 5 months. How awesome am I? Yes I know I am fat , but life still have to go on. (:

I am sick. Doctor said I have gastric whereby I don't think so. My stomach area feels pain when I pressed it. I eat a lot and how am I able to have gastric? Stomach/gastric , you better be fine.

New hairstlye! (:

2011-05-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

I went for a hair cut this afternoon. To cut short of course ! Have been wanting to cut short since last week but the salon people said that I shouldn't cut short because of my plump face so I just walked off. T.T After thinking for a week, which is today , I finally went to cut it short !

You guys must be wondering why this fatty bom bom wanna cut short her hair? Is she insane? Doesnt she know that her short hair will makes her look more plump? Won't people laugh at her? Won't people dislike her looks?

Yeah I heard your qns but heyyyyy, this is my HAIR and I ought to know what to do with it yeah? (: Even if I were to cut botak , what can you guys do? :D

You know , just be happy to do what you want and don't give a damn to what ever bull shit people gonna give you. As long as you're happy, people's words will meant nothing to you. (:

The salon aunty asked me : " You bear to cut off your long hair?" I replied : "Yeah I bear to."

The reasons I want to cut was because I am tired of tying my hair when I'm perspiring or the weather is hot , I don't want to spend minutes of time tying my hair when preparing to go to kitchen, I don't want to be like other girls who don't dare to try new hairstyles( SERIOUSLY NO OFFENCE! ) and lastly , I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT ! Okay, my reasons might sound un-logical to you guys but I already cut my hair !

I love my new hairstyle whether you love or hate it :D

P/S : School tomorroooooooooooooooooooooow !

Happy 8th Monthsary ! (:

2011-05-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

Happy 8th Monthsary To Boyf and I ! (:

Boyf , this past few months was not an easy month for us. I got angry because of small little stuff and you don't mind coming down to calm me/ pamper me. I do not care what others said about us , I only know that , we have come this far and we overcome obstacles. I know , eight month does not seems long but I really appreciate what you had done for me.

I am so sorry for throwing up tempers , tantrum though I kept telling you I will change when I don't even change. Words burst into the air =X

Thank you for surprising me this two stitch today when we met. I was shocked and happy , really. I love you boyf ! (:

Its not about the duration of a relationship , its about how much you understand each other - Xiaosotong (:

Bus Journey

2011-05-12T14:26:00.000+08:00

Two days ago I was taking Bus 39 at around 6.50 am near Meridian JC. As usual , bus was packed w humans and I got to squeezed in. When it got to the next stop , humans were already on stand-by to board the bus. Only four or lesser manged to got on the bus , I can't remember clearly right now. One aunty who seems to be the bus driver friend I reckoned was pushing me in and then the bus driver was shouting( talking loudly I supposed) to the passengers to MOVE IN PLEASE! The bus driver did ask the passengers to tap their ezlink but I saw none tap theirs. I looked at the aunty and she simply looked away. Doesn't mean that she know the bus driver then she don't have to tap her card yeah? She know the bus driver but not the boss of SBS.

Then the aunty and the bus driver started talking in Hokkien which I rarely understand much though I'm a hokkien -.- This is what I understood , Driver : " Must ask them to move in if not I tio complain. Ask those passengers who are on board to move in then they complained squeezy and no space. Then if I didnt ask them to move in , those passengers who want to board also complain. " Aunty : " Yeah lor.. " ( Sorry, I can't remember clearly what the Aunty respond to the driver.)

Driver : " Ask them move they also dont want move , this job is getting tougher and tougher. Everybody keep complaining and complaining. "

I took out my earpiece and plug to my phone and blast my music because it was damn noisy hearing them "chichizhazha"

This is what I thought of when I'm on the journey to school.

We as the passengers love to complain then why can't we do our part? Bus driver ask us to move in then we shall listen because others are rushing for work/school as well. Bus driver didn't ask us to move in for his own sake , he also want our journey to be smooth and safe and everyone to reach their destination on time. Not only bus drivers are playing a part for our journey , we ourself gotta play a part as well. I ever came across taking bus 39 where some of the people are standing near the front door , near the bus driver , near the standing area which is not at the rear and refused to move in despite the bus driver repeating " PLEASE MOVE IN TO THE REAR"

I saw army guy , students , adults doing that. Can't you guys just move in? Bus driver did their part but humans ain't and yet they are complaining !

If you ever see such people doing that , won't you feel sad and furious? Where's their consideration and courtesy?

Move in if you can , listen to what Bus driver says as he's the one controlling your life while travelling to your destination , be considerate and have some courtesy. Just say excuse me if you can't alight and please make a pleasant journey for everyone and yourself.

Making life easier , is that so difficult? (:

P/S : I don't usually take bus at Meridian JC but the busstop near my house always packed so I don't mind walking down two bus stops which took me 10 -15 min. I played my part by walking down and move in whenever I can. What about you? (:

Struggling

2011-05-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

I don't know how long can I hold on to this projects.

Group members aren't really willing to contribute to the project.

I am doing two projects on my own, most of the time.

I am mad with my RPC group members, seriously mad. I don't wish to rant here because I ranted on Twitter before.

As for Sir's project, I did the slides on my own as well + a lil help from Joanna.

If you were to ask me, if I need any help?

I will be more than happy to tell you :

"I'm going crazy pretty soon , can I take a lil break oh please?"

2011-04-21T23:19:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone! Pardon for not updating much on my blog. Was really busy with school and all.

Am working on two projects right now, been really a tight schedule for me. Just had RPC test recently, Lecturer was pissed with us and gave us a scolding. I have no idea how much I fair yet..

Lecturer was right to scold us, we are a talkative class and many lecturer complains about us too. I admit that my current class is same like 4N3, but I'm sure HA1 will change for the better!

My form lecturer kept on telling us that We must know what we want and dont care what others said about us in the past, just focus on the current and future. I know he wants the best for us because we're the pioneer for Asian Culinary. We're trying..

Nothing change overnight but I know we'll change one day. This course ain't a easy one though I thought it were.

Posting three pictures and have no idea when am I gonna post again, my rants are done and not gonna say much.

I am really happy to be with my new friends in ITE ^^

I do not wish to be the same Joey in 2010 who don't give a damn to tests and examinations. I want to cook delicious food for my loves one , passionate in food and be a great chef - thats what I wrote when I went for interview. I still remembered, my form lecturer was persistent to give me a chance to enter this course though the section head seemed not to give me a chance.

Like what he said, appreciate what you had been given and study hard. This is your future and don't be a passenger in this course.

I will change and be a great chef and make sure those who looked down on me to be proud of me. (:

Holidays for me?

2011-03-28T11:11:00.003+08:00

Boyf asked if I wanna go on holidays during June.

I told him idk where to go and said

"Let's go shopping in Singapore."

He didn't reply me but just give me those face, you know. Haha, seriously I really don't know where to go for a holidays.

Busy weeks

2011-03-11T23:42:00.001+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY !!

School was alrights for me this two week. Just that I was in the kitchen for almost 6 hours or more whenever there's cooking going on. I was doing the cooking and etc slow and it was really different from previous F&N practical lessons.

Was rushing the project that Mdm gaves us and I was really mad tired , I used 2 days with the help of my boyf to do finish.

Boyf was helping me to designed it and the rest, I was the one who do it. It about menu, btw.

This coming Monday to Wednesday, I will be in the kitchen cooking and cooking I guess. This Monday we'll be cooking a certain dish that we choose and the budget is below $5, main ingredients will be chicken breasts. We'll be cooking with our project group, though..

Will be a busy weeks for me , two projects are ongoing and kitchen work are tiring but it's worth , because it's a course I wanted to go months ago. (:

I'm feeling happy and sad because life will still goes on no matter what. (:

Kitchen Work.

2011-03-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

18 students and 3 lecturers went in to Kitchen today. We were unpacking all equipment(chopping board-various colors, inserts, bowls, utensils and a lot more) We were washing, cleaning, arranging it as well. All are brand new too but those unpacking was such a mad tiring work. We were all tired and wanted to return home soon. We gained an experience while others don't.

Kitchen work are no child's play.

Insane.

2011-02-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Walked to Giant with boyf to buy grocery items a couple of hours ago. I was indeed insane while we walked there, I was running and hopping around. You simply can't imagine that alrights. HAHA , we bought several ingredients because I'm gonna cook new dishes tomorrow. Hope nothing will go wrong. HEHE, can somebody please support my blogshop?

http://love-shoppingttm.blogspot.com !! :)

Cough non-stop

2011-02-20T22:48:00.002+08:00

Been coughing and coughing non-stop. The cough seems to come only at night, this sucks.

School at 12pm to 5pm tomorrow.

I ordered screen protector for my galaxy ace from Ebay because Singapore mobile shops do not have it yet because its a new phone -.-

Goodnights (:

2011-02-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why my little Eraine is still a small size cat. I have been feeding her nomnomnom leh. I'm so random.

Miss my boyf right now though he just went home.

Hugs (L)

2011-02-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

I hate to argue with you but I love the hug you gave me after the end of our argument. Your hug gave me a feel of secure from you, idk why too :)

Frequently (:

2011-02-09T22:08:00.003+08:00

Not been updating much, nothing happening recently also. School is kind of busy for me also, project & project are here too! Was sick two weeks back and I was sick on Monday as well, how awesome my immune system was.

I'm still coughing and having running nose right now T.T School at 8am till 8pm tomorrow. Classes cum CCA , can literally kill me.

I will update my blog frequently (:

I promise.

2011-01-05T23:08:00.002+08:00

I promise I will use money wisely and not anyhowly.

Shopping !

2011-01-03T00:39:00.001+08:00

Just came back home not long ago. Went shopping with Boyfriend at Bugis today. I bought quite a lot of stuff from Bugis today, boyfriend bought his stuff as well. I saw a bagpack at Bugis and I am still contemplating whether I should buy it.

Hehehe I also went online shopping last night. I am such a money-spender, once a while.

This is the first time I'm wearing a maxi dress and I look short in this picture! Hehehe, I just unpack all my shopping stuff as well and I'm gonna sleep soon too because I am going for medical check up later morning (:

2011

2010-12-31T15:50:00.000+08:00

In a few hours time, we will bid goodbye to 2010.

How was your 2010? Mine wasn't an easy one. Examinations, friendship, relationship I have to bothered with.

I gave up someone who love me and care for me a lot when he knows that I already with my current boyfriend. Questions kept on prompting my mind, why that someone can't love and care for me more when I am with nobody. It hurts a million times and I won't forget the time when we actually cried for each other. I hope the someone will be fine and happy always. Cherish your loves one before its too late, do you know that?

I got in the course I want and my interview was successful too! I'm just left with the medical check-up and thats it =) Hope everything will be fine.

Boyfriend dotes on me a lot, he always give in to me and I am the one who always throw tantrum at him T.T I am really happy to be with him although we will have a few argument or so. I still remembered Boyfriend promised me that he will give me a reward if I were to pass my N level. Hehehe but I did not pass but he still purchased a dress from Dorothy P. for me (: Hehe.

Will be heading out to watch movie with boyfriend soon and I can't wait to meet boyfriend too! We meet everyday but we still miss each other a lot ! (:

Hehe, thats a few recent pictures of mine..

Alrights, gonna bath and get ready soon! Wishes you guys all the best for 2011! Be happy, cherish the one you love and appreciate what you have! (:

I hope you'll be much happy without me because life still have to go on like what I did.

Do fight for what you want.

2010-12-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

Do fight for what you want and not others want from you.

You won't be happy at all.

Stop looking down on us. (:

2010-12-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

I was walking to school with Clidna yesterday afternoon. We were all smiled walking in to school, went to the performing art studio to collect our results. I just hate one particular teacher, always love giving us the look that she look down on us. Clidna and I collected our results , both of us have no reaction at all. Maybe too sad to have any reaction?! Lmao. I can still remember, when the VP was talking to us, I broke into tears. Clidna was there telling me : Joey don't cry , don't cry. I stopped crying after a while. I cried because I know I tried my very best and I will be strong to move on. Clidna and I bid goodbye to this school happily. We came in with a smile on and we walked out with a smile on as well. Did you guys do that too?

For those who look down on us , one day we'll prove to you that we are better than you.

Someone once told me this : "Everyone have their downtimes. Meaning if you are first today, doesn't mean you will always be first and that also means that if you don't get first this time, doesn't mean you won't in the future." Does it make any sense to you? Humans are not born for you to look down on. (:

Thank you to those who texted, called to cheer me up. Especially my boyfriend and bestfriends. ♥

Nervous :(

2010-12-17T02:30:00.001+08:00

So I'm getting my results less than 12 hours but I'm here watching videos on XinMsn. Guess I'm addicted to Channel 5 shows and etc? Honestly speaking, I am nervous and scare of the results I'm gonna get later on. But I have to tell myself that , the results I'm gonna get will be the effort I put in couple of months ago.

You know, I am really hell nervous right now. If I told you, I'm perfectly fine ; That would probably be a lie from my heart.

Whatever the results will be, I'll move on. I promise.

N.E.R.V.O.U.S -

only word I can describe from my heart.

I was a happy and lively girl.

2010-12-14T00:00:00.003+08:00

Found this two pictures at my previous private blog. I was asking myself just now , I was once a happy and lively girl. Am I still the same right now? Or am I more happier with my life right now?
I don't know how to answer myself because I really don't know at all. Have you ever come across this situation as well? Was you a happy and lively girl/boy too?

Or I should tell myself that : I was a happy and lively girl in the past but I should be happy too now because being sad or happy, days still passes without stopping.

Won't be updating blog too much anymore. ^^

I just hope that you'll be fine and go back to blogging again, blog what you think, feel, want.

Path you will take (:

2010-12-08T02:05:00.001+08:00

Blogging at 2.10 am.

I left less than 2 weeks to finish up my work and I am real slow in doing it T.T Whatever, hope I can do finish soon! ^^

Something happened a couple day ago between Boyfriend and I. We are fine now but I do feel scare right now. Who don't tend to be paranoid when arguement happened?

I have no idea when is the N level results releasing, hopefully the school will inform us about the date soon. I once told myself : There's no point worrying about the result now when the examinations are over months ago. I did what I want when I was at the examination halls, I know I had tried my best for the examinations. Whatever results it will be, it will be the path I will take next year. Just remember, not everyone are famous/rich because of their results. Probably what I said will applies to you guys too? Think about it (:

My little kitten always love hiding behind my laptop while I'm doing my work. I took pictures of her. Isn't she cute?! Okay, gonna sleep right now !

Dreams..

2010-12-03T15:08:00.002+08:00

Have a weird dream this few days. I dreamt about N level result and other dreams which I prefer not to disclose.

I just hope that whatever bad dream I dreamt of, not gonna affect the ones around me and myself.
But I do hope, some good dream I dreamt of, will take effect in my life. (:

I want !

2010-12-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

Was browsing the net and I saw this two huge stitch plush! Omg, love it!

Don't you think they are cute too? I want one too.. Alrights, gonna go meet that boy of mine now for dinner ! *Nom Nom Nom* Have you had your dinner? (:

Happy always

2010-11-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

By the time I finish blogging this post, it gonna be 12+am. Just came back home not long ago from Plaza Sing. Went to catch a movie , RED , with that boy of mine and Chin Dah. The movie was hilarious and its worth watching it ! :D Went for dinner with boy and he sent me home after that.

Boyf and I have work to do these coming days and boyf told me that we might not have the time to see each other all the time. Long ago when he had work to do , we actually neglected each other and I was giving him grumpy face and complains. Both of us promised each other that no matter what, we'll at least meet each other for a hour or so everyday. Hope both of us will do our work fast and end soon so that we will have the time for each other ! (:

I'm deciding whether I should do my work now or later on? Its 12.13am and I'm here blogging with my kitten in-front of me.

I'll be happy and stay strong always.

Nothing wrong to say shit ! (:

2010-11-22T00:54:00.002+08:00

I know that I have not been updating this blog of mine that frequent anymore. Here am I blogging at 12.53am, unable to sleep because of my stomach cramp. I should be more specific, menstruation cramp. Cramps and cramps and just cramps, its like you want to shit but just can't shit out. It doesn't sounds disgusting I guess when I said shit? Everyone do shit, anyway.

I have a lil problem. I do not know whether I have a good digestive system or my stomach/body is going haywire. Whenever I have my meal, the next thing I will do is to go to the toilet and shit. That boy of mine always complain to me that I always go shit after eating! IS LIKE, WHAT CAN I DO WHEN THE SHIT WANNA COME OUT?! You can't possibly ask me to hold in and don't shit out. Am I having good dietary fibre in my diet? I don't know. Do I have constipation all the while? HELL NO! It may be a good or bad things if you want to shit after having your meal.

Like I said, there's nothing to be disgust about when it comes to SHIT. I hope you guys are not reading this while you are having your meals. :)

I'll upload pictures soon! Photos to upload : My birthday, class chalet and Zoo ! :D

I sounds like I'll upload soon but I guess I won't.

Its 1.10am and I'm gonna give Boy a call before I sleep ! Hehe ! :D

Sometimes the person seems to be fine but that person ain't at all. Observe and care.

Change

2010-11-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

Uploaded pictures of last year with classmates and see how much we've changed.

Everyone do change and that includes me as well. Some changed for the worst , some changed for the better. Friends around me might noticed that I have changed a lot, probably for the worst ? I don't know either. I just want to be the happy girl who smiles everytime when she wake up from her sleep :)

Be brave !

2010-11-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

I ate a lot of food today but I don't feel full at all! Ohmystomach, what's wrong with you? (:

Will be back to blog more soon (:

Everyone deserves a second chance from the society. Everyone do make mistakes from their life, face it and then be brave to face the society again. HEHE, don't tell me you're so perfect till you make zero mistakes in your life ! (: Nah, I don't buy that.

Think before you act !

2010-11-04T00:02:00.005+08:00

Darren Ng Wei Jie was killed by four men because of staring incident. I found it quite difficult to accept, its just staring and why must they kill him? He's someone's son and his family are grieving over his death.

They killed him and they gonna face the punishment, probably a death penalty? I hope so. A price the killers gonna face. Its really just a staring incident, must they kill him ? Why can't they just ignore it? & they have the gut to kill but one of the killer actually tried to run away when the police approached him. Why must you kill a guy who has bright future in front of him? How would you feel if your own son were to be killed just because of staring?

Think before you act anything reckless unless you've the ability to bear the responsibility yourself.

R.I.P Darren Ng Wei Jie

4N3 GRADUATION!

2010-10-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

Here am I updating my blog! Uploaded pictures for 4N3 Graduation Assembly. You might be wondering why there's graduating assembly for us right? Fret not, ask my school instead :)

We have no idea whether we can see each other again next year but I'll really miss this bunch of classmates of mine. No matter where we are, we will still miss each other in our heart.

My classmates are the one who makes me angry, sad, disappointed but I am happy being with them. They are unique in a way that words can't describe them and I really love them.

We might not be the best class in whitley but we are the best students in our own heart, don't you agree? We might not have the best results but at least we tried our best for our results. We might not have the best behavior but at least we know what we are doing. We might have committed many offences but we do learnt our lessons.

I will really miss you guys a lot ! Hope to see you guys pretty soon if there's any outing going on! (:

Stella & I (:

Stella, Me, Chin Dah, Mira and Anicia ^^

Me & Anicia (:

Chin Dah & Dominic

Faiz, Hashim and Sufyan

Anicia & Rui Er

Subha, Sarah , Kiki, Nithi

Mira and Maha (:

4N3, I'M GONNA MISS YOU LIKE HELL. PLEASE KEEP IN CONTACTS!

I hope everyone will be happy where-ever the path you gonna take in life (:

I'm sorry.

2010-10-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

Will update more when I'm feeling much better, emotionally. Will upload pictures of Graduation Night and Class chalet photos soon! (:

I'm really sorry, hope you'll be fine soon!

Give me your trust

2010-10-15T15:26:00.001+08:00

"Give me your trust if you love me more than anything" - Xiaosotong

Pictures of Mum's birthday (;

2010-10-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO I'M BACK TO BLOG! N level is over and I'm gonna wait for the results! No matter what will the results be, I know I have tried my best (:

Its holidays for us right now :D Alrights, upload-ed my Mum's birthday pictures already.

Let's the pictures do the talking alrights? (:

Mum & Dad (:

Me & Sister

Family photo (:

Taken with Brother's friends as well ^^

Always camera-ready.

My blog is really dead if I don't update frequently =X Hehe ~

Updatesss/

2010-09-29T23:24:00.001+08:00

My blog is really lack of updates recently... Alrights, decided to upload photos for certain posts soon.

Great-grandma have been cremated already. I cried, really. In fact, all of us cried. I really don't like it when great-grandma was been cremated and this feeling really sucks a lot. My ahma told me before that great-grandma always called me "Kim tao yi" which is golden chair. I don't have any memory of her calling me that, really. The last time I saw her was during Chinese New Year..... Okay, I shan't say too much already!! We'll miss her always ^^

Will be going for Graduation Assembly tomorrow and I want to take a lot of pictures too, hopefully!

Shall update more alrights !! Okthxbais!!

You may not be the sweetest boy in the world, but you're to me :)

Great-grandma , may you rest in peace.

2010-09-24T14:45:00.002+08:00

If you have follow me on twitter, you might know what happened recently. I won't be updating much I guess?

My great grandma passed away yesterday morning because of Pneumonia. Humans have to go off one day, we won't know where they are going but it really sad to see them go.. I keep on thinking about the image of her, the image of her sitting at the living room and etc. I don't like it when my family members/relatives/friends or whoever closes to me to pass away but what can I do? Accept it and move on. No use crying because we know the person is already dead.

Might be attending the funeral later on till Monday. I cried when I saw others crying too, but I know it'll be like this & great-grandma will always stay inside our heart! (:

Great-grandma , may you rest in peace.

I'm having flu right now T_T

I don't like to argue with you at all, it just makes both of us unhappy.

Out with Babes!

2010-09-20T21:40:00.001+08:00

Gonna give school a miss tomorrow as there's no much lessons tomorrow and teachers was absent today. I'll be going out with three babes to town tomorrow and I want to take a lot of pictures with them ! *Ka-ching*

Today F&N lessons was hell fun , we were laughing, joking, happily chatting away! (L)

I can't stop missing of you and I really want to hug you tight if we can meet , again. Silly, you're being miss by me.

Weeees ~

2010-09-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hi ! I did actually have a sex-related post but decided not to post it already! I still have the post, will post it when I want yeah?

All prelim papers had ended already ! ^^

I'll still miss you the most no matter what happen and where you are because you're my love.

Blogshops!!

2010-09-15T22:30:00.003+08:00

A very random post! I saw a lot of blogshop selling this two items at quite a expensive price whereas I bought at other online shop at very low cheap price! Who don't like cheap items? Okay , I mean items that are affordable and much more cheaper? You have to browse around before buying things you want ^^ Thats what I did whenever it come to online shopping!

This radiation stickers are sold among blogshops around $1 - $4, I bought it below $10 for all leh!

Its really below $10 for all ! I'm a blogshop-owner myself, I know that everyone want to earn profit but this stickers are not earning much at all T.T You have to do capping all this, meet customer, sms customer. If you understand then its good! (: Oh yeah, I even paste this sticker on my laptop, my phone, and both my cameras. I even gave it to my friends! (: Not trying to be cheapskate here, but its really impt to look for cheaper price that offer the same benefits/whatever you call it.

MASKS! Blogshops are selling this for $1 and above(white & black mask) , eyes mask $2 and above ! I bought the w&b masks at around $0.60 each! See how much I saved? The eye mask i bought it at $1.20 , can you see e difference anot?! You have to learn to save whenever it comes to online shopping, if its worth to spend, you spend! Not worth it, then save ! ^^

I bought those items like months ago and I haven't finish using them yet!

Wondering if my items are for sale? No, I'm not gonna sell it because I still want to use it (:

I'll give you e webbie if you want ! Its just a simple click away! :D

So , what did you learnt from my post? :D

To save or spend, its all up to you ! I'm just giving tips ! (:

I miss you, b.

2010-09-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

I can't bear to see you go, you know.. You're going somewhere far away from me for 12 days, I'll wait for you to be back. I hope you'll take good care of yourself and please come back safely and soon.

I just miss your everything and that includes your hugs. This 12 days gonna seems like a month to me, time seems to be passing slow now. I have a lot to say to you, be back soon and I'll let you read something (:

Boy 我很想你，你知道吗？

2010-09-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

Eh, I realised I did not upload pictures for my Sixteen's birthday celebration =.= I uploaded my friend's birthday only. Okay lah, will upload and let you seeeee it (:

For those who have added me on Fb should saw e pictures already, I uploaded it like two three months ago? (:

Can you see that's mango cake on the table? ^^ I love mango cake kay!!!

Teachers' day

2010-09-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

Teachers'day post! Randomly scheduled the date to be posted /:

Okay enjoy!! (:

Clidna baked muffin and I make chocolate cornflakes! Mine's the yummiest ! ^^

This is one of the gift I gave to Miss Christine Chong! I gave her additional sticker! ♥

Clidna Tan! Eat eat eat only!!!

I looked really fugly in that picture. Ok bye!

Two papers down! (:

2010-09-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

Hello! Two papers down for me! Shan't elaborate too much on the papers because it's over, no point talking/complaining how badly I did for the paper yeah? Even if you complain, the answer on the sheet of paper already gave to the SEAB/MOE.

English paper tomorrow and that's all for this week! Wish me luck yeah? ^^

With spec nicer or without? (:

N level.

2010-09-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

By the time you read this post, I think I'll be in the school taking N level papers already. Having MT papers on Monday, SS paper on Tuesday and English papers on Wednesday.

Tell you one big secret! I haven't even study for Social Studies!! T.T

Goodluck to all students taking the N level papers for this three days! Jiayous jiayous jiayous!

Whatever it is, I'm gonna do my best for this three papers and I can jolly well say goodbyes to these three papers ~

I just wish that you can say goodluck to me by calling/texting me before my papers start. Wouldn't that give me the energy to do well? It will , to me. (:

Your voice, your images , your everything still lingers in my mind.

Swimming ! (:

2010-09-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Went swimming with Cassandra and sister last Saturday at Aunt's condo. After that , we headed to CitySquare Mall to have our lunch. Uploaded a few pictures and I shall let the pictures do the talking ^^

Boy, I'll still miss you. One year one month >:

I hope you can give me a call and wish me luck before my papers start on Monday..

PPR results

2010-09-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

Just got back my Term 3 results today and I hate this shitx results. Yes shitx results from me. Though I only failed one but other subjects(combined humans & science) I got only grade 5?! That sucks okay. Okay, you guys might be wondering why this siaocharbor cares so much for her term 3 results siah? This one also not N level -.-

Agree ! Not N level results but I think my N level will be more jialat than this T.T

I know where my results stand so yeah.

As long as I'm happy with my results can already. ^^

Went to ahma's house today and the moment I woke up, my cousin asked : " I treat you eat Bak Kut teh want anot?!" I didn't say anything then go brush teeth, lmao. Of course I did go eat lah because she treat me what! ^^

Friend asked me today " Why are you so quiet in class today?" - What do you think?

I have made up my mind and I'm not gonna change it. (:

Cassandra is my bestfriends! (:

2010-09-01T22:15:00.012+08:00

Hello everyone! ^^ Eraine is sleeping beside me now and I have nothing to do right now , so I decided to blog!

This post kind of dedicate to Cassandra Ong Lay Wen :D

Lay Wen, I'm sorry for throwing tantrum yesterday night and glad that you ain't angry with me. Thank you for hearing what I want to say and really, there's no way I'll be like you. I'm not a soft-hearted person and I won't forgive. However, thankyou again for trying to convince me to forgive. I already told you the reason why I won't forgive.

I'm really glad to have a nice chat with you and we actually know each other's problem towards this friendship. Not to say problem, should be flaws?

I love the words that you have told me and I trust in what you said (: Secret yeah? ^^

I still remember what I told you, even though we argued, be it minor or major, we still settled it calmly or I text you first instead.

Here a quote from FB(rephrase), friendship is not about the time you knew each other but its about who's e one who stand by you all the time no matter what.

Don't wish to blog too much already because I don't want. Lmao.

Picture below was edited few months ago ~

"Our friendship will not change whether we argue anot."

You know , I don't want history to repeat itself.

& you know, I won't forgive & i really mean it.

Thanks for your understanding as well.

P/S: I did not expect a "la" behind the word hor, anyhow only!

P/S/S: Eraine is still sleeping , sleep a lot of time already leh!

Cat!

2010-08-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

For those who have added me on Facebook, will probably know my brother have brought back a kitten! That was one month plus back, if I'm not wrong! (:

The kitten name was Eraine(My version of her name) , Erain(My brother's version) The way we typed her name lah, pronouncation is mostly the same!

I'm really randomzxs. Let you see the pictures when she just arrived to my home! & the pictures after we have fed her with cat's food( of course cat's food lah ! -___-)

} Above three pictures was when she just arrived and really a small size!

{ Above pictures are just taken by me! Any changes ?

HAHA! I'm super random!

Supposed to go study with you tomorrow but now we're silent. No point to fight because of this little things.

Realistic.

2010-08-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

Can you see how "realistic" Clidna is?

If you get what I mean, then that's pretty good!

Accused

2010-08-29T00:10:00.001+08:00

Enlarge it if you're unable to view it. Lazy to make it large, again.

Pictures spam! (:

2010-08-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Remember I have blogged about the pictures below? Pictures spam post ! Actually, I was glancing through my laptop's folder and I saw this few pictures. Decided to post it because this pictures was taken last year and I love the pictures too ^^

Pictures are not in order so just bear with this notinorder pictures! (:

My posts will not be in order, will just randomly post and scheduled it but no worries. (:

Scheduled post

2010-08-24T20:15:00.002+08:00

Had a fun PE with classmates and Clidna today! We played Badminton for the entire one hour and we was really mad exhausted T.T Shan't elaborate more about school today because there's nothing much to talk about either ^^

I have decided to have scheduled post so that my blog won't be dead ^^ Do you understand what is scheduled post anot? If you don't then search the meaning.. On the other hand, this is to prevent conflicts with others (: Take note, this is my blog and this is e place I rant, I blog all I want and its really none of anyone business(Unless I blog for your company then say lah!) If not , just keep the comment to yourself because I have no time to entertain any one of you either ^^ There's other ways out also, first : Dont read my blog anymore, Second: Stop reading my blog anymore, Third: Really stop reading my blog. ^^ My conscience is very clear , you know you know?

I'm gonna have scheduled posts that are scheduled! :D

I have upload a photo which I think I looked constipated! HAHA! Promise not to laugh hor? (:

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I'm gonna meet my girlfriend tomorrow! You will know who soon! :D

Friendship

2010-08-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

Something you gotta take note, I'm reblogging my post and I'm not referring to anyone of you here. Your assumption cant bring you anywhere yeah? I can't be bothered anyway and look, you're at my blog so just read on.

Do you still remember I blogged about a post about Friendship? Here it is : What's your definition of friendship? I would like to add more words for it as well.

What's the point of wanting a friendship back when you have already ruin it from the start? Don't blame it on others, blame yourself because you're the one who gave up on this friendship first. Since you have already gave up on the friendship then just move on with your other company of friends. You ruin it and you expect your friends to go back to the past you guys used to be?

If you were to cherish the friendship, you wouldnt lose your friends and won't be desperate to want them back now. Do you understand what I'm saying?

Honestly speaking, I have no idea who's my best friend but good friends. I can name them out now, like hell yes now : Sok Len, Cassandra, Izwan. Gonna tell you how they play a part in my life yeah?

Sok Len: Been classmates with her since Secondary 1 as well but we are close to each other only when we were Secondary 3. We shared everything together( not including undergarments) and we wait for each other to leave school together. We seldom go out with each other but our friendship are still going well! Doesn't mean constant outing with friends will boost your friendship (:

Cassandra: We have been friends since Secondary 1 as well. I can still remember how retarded I was introducing myself to Cassandra by shaking hand with her =.= We was close to each other since Secondary 1 , we shared secrets and everything together! We even went out with our own's boyfriend together during Secondary 1/2 period lah! (ssssshhhhhh) I still remember we went to Red's house together with our boyf and friends and Cassandra was so scared! Me too lah D: Started to be bestfriends during Secondary 2 and our friendship are still getting well , just that we're in different class, less communication and less meet-ups already! Cassandra Ong, when are we meeting up again? ^^

Izwan : We knew each other from online since four years ago. Only contact each other from last year but our friendship are getting fine as well! We watched awesome & lousy movies together, we attend previews/invites together. We did argued lah but we're still fine now. Just normal and small arguements. We don't share secrets together because he don't share his with mine!! Its better not to know too much I guess. OH! I just watched two awesome movies with Izwan yesterday at Cine, Salt and Step Up 3 in 3D ! These two movies was mad awesome and I simply love it! ^^

I think I'm blogging out of point.. Back to friendship! Basically, three of them are my good friends but I have no idea who's my best friends. Isit good to have many good friends or just one best friend? I don't know either <:

Friends will always be there to hear you rant all you want and argue with you till you run out of breath. If friends don't care for you, means that they do not care about this friendship. If they do not care, then you should do the same too ^^

I am wondering now, What if I were to fall sick ? Will my four good friends come and take care of me? Not all four lah, at least one also can :D I live so far from them D: P.A.S.I.R R.I.S.

That's e end of this post, will be uploading more post soon!

I love the three of you, plus you. - Xiaosotong

Assembly.

2010-08-18T16:21:00.001+08:00

As usual, there was an assembly in the morning. The assembly was about a drama called Lord of the flies. We waited for them to start and my friend was like , Walao oi so boring lah, Tsktsk. I was annoyed by what she said because the drama people are performing for us and we ought to appreciate what! Then I heard other saying , they very drama leh! I was like, of course drama lah, they're drama people leh! =.=

Why can't Humans appreciate what others do for us? Why must we complain much? I admit I did complain but no use also, the event/play/thing still go on and ignore our complain. Do you agreee with what I said?

This is what I learnt from this drama.

You tease others and you think that you feel cool , happy and proud? What if you were the one being tease? Since you love teasing others, try teasing yourself in the mirror and see how would you feel. Try it on yourself before trying it on others (:

Have to miss you silently in my heart without letting you know - Xiaosotong (:

Spam pictures!!

2010-08-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! My English , Chinese and Social Studies Prelims have ended today ! :D Almost screwed up Social Studies SEQ ! D:

Uploaded a few pictures from my handphone and tell me which one nicer? :D

Alrights, spam pictures time ! ~

I love this picture! (:

So which one nicer uh? Tell me tell me okay! :D

Tomorrow going with family out for dinner (7th Month dinner) and will take pictures I guess.

Boy, I don't like to end the call because I miss you far too much ~

Happy Birthday!

2010-08-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

May you prosper more and more so we have good life :D

Well, we also have to play a part to achieve good life for ourself ! (:

Everyone plays a part.

2010-08-02T19:35:00.003+08:00

There was a morning speech in school today by the police officer. It was about the crime prevention and tells us how crime can occurs. I can hear some schoolmates grumbling how boring the speech is, I admit I am one of those who grumble too. The person who gave the speech really talked too fast and my friend and I could not catch what he said.

There was another speech given by the traffic police. This is when we started to pay attention to what she is saying.
She showed us some pictures regarding pedestrains crossing the road without looking out for cars and it may led to some fatal accidents.

Noone loves accident, don't you think so? Do you like to see your loves one died in an accident?
Won't you grieve over their death? The accident might have a impact in your life, causing you to have depression and really break your heart. Do you wish to see your loves one being away from you? I believe noone wish/wants to see their loves one leave. If there's someone who actually wants to see their loves one leave, I'm gonna say that you're such a very very very heartless and cruel person and bloodly hell search your own conscience & soul.

She also told us a true story and showed us the pictures she have extracted from the accident scene. The story goes like this : A primary 5 pupil alighted from the school bus and she did not watched out for oncoming vehicles , she dashed across the road. There was a vehicle who saw her and tried to brake , but the vehicle turned to the curb and the glass from the vehicle hit the girl. The glass impact was too strong that it eventually hit the girl's brain, her skull was cracked and from the picture she showed us, we can see that the brain actually came out. How sad was that? Her dad wanted to see her daughter for the last time but the officers do not allow as they wanted to reserve the evidence for further investigation. Can you feel how sad her Dad? was? Seeing his own daughter leaving first and that really devastating for him.

So , you must be wondering why am I posting this post for you guys to read? I think this is a meaningful speech given by the traffic police. Life is precious and please do not neglect your life at all. Is dashing the road important or your loves one? For some drivers, they often forgot that when they drank, they still drives. After you drank a couple of beers with friends, do you have the right state of mind to actually drives? If you don't, don't drive if you drinks. Don't lose your life and other's life.

Everyone plays a part in protecting themselves and their loves one.
Always lookout for oncoming vehicles and be patient whenever it comes to road safety (:

Cherish your life and protect the one you loves - Xiaosotong

Won't be updating much..

2010-07-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hello humans! Pardon for the little update in my blog..
So let's this post be more pictures maximum words ^^

Three pictures are taken before I have my fringe cut! (:

Have upload pictures to facebook and probably some of you might have viewed it. (:

I don't know what you guys will think of my fringe but to me, it's niceeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Won't be updating my blog as much as before already as my prelims is coming. No worries, you can follow me on twitter @xiaosotong and on Facebook as I'll be updating thru there ^^

I'm missing you hellxzs lots now ~

2010-07-24T01:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERON LOO! :D

Veron, we hope that you like the cake by us (:
Lastly, Happy 16th Birthday ! ^^

2010-07-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

I'm so in love with sesame street, especially Elmo! ^^
They looked so cute to me~ I want ELMO!!!

Ok, blog again soon! ^^

English Oral

2010-07-15T16:58:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! So sorry for the little neglect on my blog! I don't really have the time to blog and I'm focusing on reading the Twilight series ; Breaking Dawn. It is really a thick book, over 700pages! Okay, shall put that book aside for a time being!

There's a N level English Oral for me tomorrow !! Guess what? I'm the first to be tested and heard from others that the teachers are real fussy and strict! Oh wells, no choice =X
I think I will be nervous, really nervous and my voice will be trembing.. Just like what my English teacher have told us, just tolerate for that 10 minutes and it will be over pretty soon!
I will try my very best and give it the best shot! ^^ I don't wish to fail my English Oral!
Anyway, goodluck to those taking English oral tomorrow as well! ^^

I agree with the quote below , how about you?

Just believe you can - Xiaosotong

Shall blog again soon! ^^

P/s: Come, let's wish good luck for ME!!! ^^

Touching article.

2010-07-07T20:20:00.004+08:00

Click and enlarge this article.

What do you think of this article? A touching article to me (:
Will update more about school soon I think?
Do look out for another post from me! ^^

Despicable Me review (:

2010-07-06T12:23:00.001+08:00

MOVIE REVIEW : DESPICABLE ME !!!

Special thanks to Omy.sg for the invitation! (:

Was at The Cathay on Monday and there was a lot of bloggers over there, including me! :D

So let me tell you my review on this movie !! ^^

Gru(Steve Carell) is the main cast in this movie. Gru was quite secretive and noone would know what he is up to! Quite secretive of him uh?

Gru went to adopt three girls from Home For Girls just because he wanted the girls to help him take back the thing that have been stolen from other people! I laughed at this part!
Gru:(said to the girls) You will not cry, or sneeze or barf or fart! No annoying sounds.
Agnes: Does this count as annoying? ( She eventually puckles her cheeks! )

The three girls : Margo, Edith and Agnes wanted Gru to tell them a bedtime stories before they head to bed but Gru refused.. However, they like Gru but he is weird! This three little girl are the one who make Gru vomit after boarding the roller coaster, cry, sad and turn his life upside down! They're really cute! (:

Hold on, I have to mention this cute little army of tireless, little yellow minions. They spoke language that I don't understand but they really make me laugh out loud! ^^

You should really catch this movie if you're into movie like " Despicable Me" !

I will rate it 4/5 for this movie! (:

I wont

2010-06-27T23:21:00.003+08:00

Holiday have ended for me and back to school days starting from tomorrow onwards.
One month have passed and time really flies fast, agree?
I won't be updating my blog much as before but I won't neglect it lah! Don't worry, Joey will still blog when she's free.
Half an hour more to 28th June, the end of holiday. I don't think I want to see sleepy humans in class tomorrow, HAHAHA!
I will really miss blogging and please do drop by often oh! ^^

I know in my heart, I'm missing you fucking much.

P/s: I promise that I wont let my blog dead for a month! :D

P/S/S: Click on my nuffnang adv ! Thank you ! ^^

new blog

2010-06-26T17:36:00.001+08:00

Hello readers! If you did follow me on twitter, you should know I have other blog as well. That is for a short period of time and no special post over there as well ^^

FYI, I'll only upload Joey's 16th Birthday photos when I'm free! (:
School is starting already, so yeah..
Izwan have sent me all the pictures already and it's really nice to me ^^

Below picture is Izwan and I , kinda dark but I have already brighten it /:

I have learnt a lot of word from She's out of my league !
Fuck you, shut the fuck up! :D Learnt uncivilised words instead!

Okay, look out for next post! ^^

Marina Barrage

2010-06-20T13:04:00.006+08:00

Hello! Went Marina Barrage yesterday to celebrate my advance birthday with Cassandra, Audrey, Anicia, Veron and Izwan.

It was an awesome outing with them ! I have little photos with me so just upload six photos (:

http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=175140&id=744807840&ref=mf

Click on that for more pictures by Cassandra! ^^

Veron, Me & Anicia.

I love the five polariod taken above

I know I look weird in those pictures. Okay, look out for next post coming up! (:

I'm a plus-size human! (:

2010-06-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

Will you take photo of yourself? Okay, let me say camwhored or zilian? Very funny leh, I went to google Camwhore this definition and this is what I found :

The term "camwhore" is also used to refer to individuals who post pictures or videos of themselves on the Internet to gain attention. The term disparages those who post pictures of themselves at inappropriate times or places, and usually implies self-absorption. This second usage of the term, deriding vanity and histrionics, is overtaking the prior, more intuitive definition. It is usually synonymous with attention whore.

What an answer from Google.com. I don't do that & I don't agree with that definition horh! I shall use Zilian instead then! (: I'm Zilian and love taking pictures of my face, you don't do that meh? Haha don't tell me you don't. Everyone does. Okay, almost everyone does it.

It've been so long since I post my zilian pictures D: Cus I know I'm ugly, fat and yes still fat. Who wanna see this ugly and fat pictures neh? :D

If you say I'm fat, then sponsor me to go Slimming Centre lah? :D I'll be grateful to you!!! (:

Pictures time! (:

Look like cheena? Cut my fringe to bangs.

I've a friendly smile! (:

I have a big thigh! AtleastIadmit *Bleah*

* Don't think you guys will like this picture because I don't like too!* ^^

I have something to say!!!!!

I always told my classmates that I am fat.

Veron asked me that why I keep saying that I'm fat. So this is what I told her :

At least I know that I am fat and I don't want to wait for others to tell me.

I don't want to be like others. They're more plus-size but they diedie don't want to admit that they are plus-size. It's not like being a plus-size human , is being embarassing?

I'M A PLUS-SIZE HUMAN. LOVE ME , HATE ME, WHATEVER & UP TO YOU.

I'm a friendly plus-size human, by the way ^^

Emotional

2010-06-04T23:21:00.007+08:00

This is how I feel right now D:

I never know that I will post a emotional song/video in my blog.

Nice song, by the way ^^ Meaningful too.

Every humans have feeling, so do I.

Sister's pictures!

2010-06-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

*Blog post are update randomly!*

Guess this blog post will only contain my sister's pictures! We were at HongKong cafe having our lunch with Parents and Brother! (:

The end of the pictures! HAHA!

Was teaching Sister chinese and I got really bored so I started taking pictures of her!

Do come back to my blog for more! (:

Exams result.

2010-05-30T14:45:00.000+08:00

Exam results.

Do you expect a good result from me? Do you expect me to pass all 6 subjects? Which includes :

Chinese, English, Food&Nutrition, Math, Combined Science( C & B) and Combined Humanities(SS & H).

Before taking back report book, form teacher came in with a furious look and all of us already knew how badly we have done for our MYEs. Form teacher began her "nagging session" with us for thirty minutes. Then she started telling us , index by index who failed how many subjects(We agreed to let her share the number of subjects each of us failed as we know that our class don't mind it at all.) When it was my index, I was really mad scare ok. Then she read out "3 passes".

Totally disappointed , seriously. I want to cry on the spot but what's the point of crying over spilled milk? I'm sorry to say that my 4 classmates and me managed to pass 3subjects and above. The rest 2 to 0 subjects. WAIT, I'm not blogging to let you laugh at my classmates but to let you know how I felt for my MYEs and thisismyblog.

Okay back to the topic. I believe my classmates want to attain a good result for themself and they have tried their best.

Teachers have been comparing us with other classes , 4N1 and 4N2. Teachers love to compare , isn't it? Every class have their own strength and weakness and will comparing improve our result? You tell me lor. Will improve anot? If will then I will go every class and compare already!

I dont think the two classes do well too as heard from teacher, their results are not that good either.

Face it , let go of it & you'll feel better - Xiaosotong

I still remember when we was taking Biology paper back. All of us was anxious and seriously hope for a better grade/pass for Biology! Mr Gunawan told us that 17 people passed the Biology paper and we was mad happy. We thought that he gonna say 17 people fail!

Who don't worry for their exams' results? Who won't be sad if they fail? Which students won't feel unhappy when teachers keep on comparing results with other classes? Which students love to fail their exams? Which students love to be nag by their teachers?

Okay lah! Shall not blog longer. Tell you how many subjects I fail bah!

*Form teacher said wrongly, I passed 4 subjects not 3!*

Laugh if you want at my results. Like if you do better! (:

Someone told me this : " Instead of wasting time crying over spilled milk, isn't working hard for your next bottle of milk even better? " Thank you for telling me this when I'm feeling down (:

P/s: I don't want you to look down on 4N3 and we can do better in other ways. I didn't blog for you to look down on us. If you're , then fuxk off.

P/s: Sorry for this wordy post! Come back for more post soon! (:

Let's hope for a better tomorrow! - Xiaosotong

Happy 18th Birthday!

2010-05-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU,BRO' ELTONLIAW! (:

I'm sorry that today I'm not able to attend your White'theme birthday party! Guess you're enjoying your birthday party right now!(:

Eighteen already! & I'm still fifteen (-__-)

Okay, this post is for you!

Sister wishes you all the best! ^^v

PIXAR EXHIBITION

2010-05-28T15:58:00.017+08:00

Was invited by OMY to PIXAR Exhibition with 30 bloggers and that includes me! (: I was glad that Prof.Lim Tit Meng came to welcome the bloggers, he is the Chief Executive of Science Centre. Received a very warm welcome by Prof. Lim and shortly, all of us went in to explore the PIXAR exhibition (:

Pictures are all taken by me (: Enjoy viewing yeah? (:

I love this quote :

Our goal is to make something believeable in a make-believe, fantasy way."-Ralph Eggleston.

This PIXAR exhibition is interesting and fun , do bring your family along! (:

Pixar Exhibition
Date: 2 April 2010 to 27 June 2010
(Closed on Mondays except school and public holidays)
Time: 10am to 6pm (Last 3D movie at 7pm)
Venue: The Annexe, Science Centre Singapore, 15 Science Centre Road
Ticket prices: $24 adults, $19 child (3-16 years), includes admission to Science Centre and 3D movie

Location , SCIENCE CENTRE, SINGAPORE
15 Science Centre Road
Singapore 609081
Tel: +65 6425-2500

Last but not least, Come dressed as your favourite PIXAR character on 29th May! (:

Its not about being known.

2010-05-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

It is not about being known by others. Its about letting others know about you and you know about others too. Don't you want others to know you too? (:

Collecting Report Book tomorrow already! (:

Stay tune to my blog ! <: